I welcome the loneliness and emptiness inside my soul. I look for the tears that can carry me away. As the lyrics goes, “Take me back to the place where I am understood and welcomed.”q
When there are too much doing but no living, your life becomes empty. I seek books for answers.
When no one understands but you are determined to be different, you feel lonely. But life carries on. I still got meditation, trees and hypnosis.
I feel lonely and empty in equal parts. I am tired but I know I need to carry on. Tonight is the night, to admit this to myself. It is not that bad, things are tough. I want to cry but I can only look at you blankly.
That familiar loneliness, reminds me I am a separate entity from my parents, that I have my own free will and drive. Oh, loneliness. Can you show me something good out of this?
Oh emptiness, are you telling me I am learning so much every day? Are you reminding me I am a useful person? I just want to be myself. For once, let me sleep my days away.
I know freedom belongs to me. I know I deserve the respect and love I fight for. I know things will be better tomorrow. The only thing I know is faith. The only thing I need to know is faith.
I am a strange loop 